release

well
heard before ? a person if he/she start unlucky mood
then all the thing also will become worse and emotional

I'm the one who face the problem now
the most serious let me feeling very sad is
my phone broke
is too suddenly and I cant imaging
I still thinking about it still can use until next year
and wont be have any problem , or maybe just lag
but now..it maybe i need to spend a lot of money to repair it
or just change a new phone
people dunno my feeling ,they dunno my unfavorable situation
i have new target every year to giving myself a present
but this year , i really dunno it will come truth or not..
the thing i wish to have long long ago

Then I really seriously don like the alone feeling
it like just u are seeing people playing , but u only can SEE but cant touch or together
or people just used you , just keep forget you , just neglect you
and I still need to pretend , ya I am good , I m happy
This is the reality world now

I just want to release the feeling
after that , i will be alright =]
jiayou and keep smile
you can do it =]

other people can dunno me , I never mind

but , why you also dunno me

I am really sad about this...